Any chubby girl knows the when summer rolls around and those bathing suits come out we literally cringe. Before I felt I was an oversized water animal wearing a two piece bathing suit and to be quite honest even though my weight has went down I felt like a beached whale last weekend when I went to a water park with my god daughter and best friends. Even though my bestie Christina said I looked good I still didn't feel it inside. Previously weighing 211 and now weighing 168 I still have my "fat girl" complex- and IT SUCKS! I'm trying accept each day as it comes but then when you turn around and see six packs and tiny waist (ahh the joy's of living in south florida) you get self conscience. I can't believe I am going to do this but I am posting a picture of me from this past weekend, yup you guessed it in my bathing suit...(CRINGING) But this only motivates me to continue what I am doing to get where I need to be. Its so crazy because I won't wear a bathing suit in front of certain people because I feel their words would be reckless and to think now I am posting it for the world to see it makes me feel as though I am overcoming leaps and bounds when it comes down to weight loss. In a few months I will take another picture of me in a bathing suit and let's see if theres any more changes.
Thanks for Reading!!
Ashley M.
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